I’m 39 now, and for a long time I thought the worst day of my life was the night my husband left me because I was pregnant with a girl.
Looking back, that was probably the day my real life started.
Michael and I tried for a baby for seven years.
He didn’t just want a baby. He wanted a son.
Seven years of tests, appointments, hormones, charts, false hope, and quiet crying in bathrooms where nobody could hear me. Infertility does not just break your heart. It changes the air in a marriage. Every month starts to feel like a verdict.
Michael wanted a child badly, but even then there were signs I tried too hard to excuse.
He didn’t just want a baby. He wanted a son.